Trapped Freedom

Wasn't enough,

Not enough,

Never enough.

What to change?

What to find?

Who to be?

Not a perfect fit,

Different,

Is it possible?

Love,

How is so wrong,

So right?

Just a smile,

That reaches your eyes,

Makes you laugh.

For that,

Not this,

Not me.

Just a tear,

A sob,

Freedom to let go.

For this,

Not that,

Not me.

The want,

The desire,

The need.

Maybe?

Soon?

Someday?

Feelings.

Dreams.

Truth.

Feelings, dreams, truth,

Spinning,

Contredicting.

Lost.

For now?

Forever?

For what?

Taken.

Pain of love,

Pain of joy,

Pain of tears.

Broken.

Trying to forget,

Trying to let go,

Trying to breath.

Frozen.

Reaching for light,

Reaching for love,

Reaching for hope.

Weak.

Possible hope,

Possible joy,

Possible freedom.

God.