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In 39 min I will not be a teenager any longer. I will be 20. I know it's not old. But I keep thinking how old I feel. The presure to be a mature adult. But I think I'm figuring out that I'm having a hard time because I've been THAT already. I haven't been a teenager. My age is catching up to me. I've always tried to be one step aheead. And I have done so well. But now I'm not sure where to go next. I don't do well standing still. Well here I am. Old. Mature. Adult. In age as with everything else. I'm no longer a child. May I aways be a child at heart. Goodbye my teenage years!