This is a place of ME. This is a place where I will let the walls down and be honest. Joys and stories or tears and heartbreaks, they will all be here. Devotionals to poems, my heart is open to you. I will love well. I will love you and honer you by allowing you into my brokenness and the truth that God has reviled to me. This is a place of Me. Continue if you dare ;)

Monday, June 29, 2009

WHAT GUYS HATE! (INTRO)

NATASHA BEDINGFIELD LYRICS TO "SINGLE"


"Single"

Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be

Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right

Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

[Chorus]

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant



Okay so I'm thinking I want to do 5 blogs on what drives the guys most crazy that us girls do all the time. Something more fun :)

Here is a web sight by guys telling women what drives them crazy! Just something to look at if I don't cover all your questions! :)

WHAT GUYS SAY

But keeping in mind these lyrics, it's not all about learning how to get the guy. You should be completely sure in who YOU are and who GOD made YOU. With or with out a guy right by your side. Someday that right guy will come along and sweep you off your feet. Guess what? You will have no hand in it. It will be all God. Just keep this in mind as we play a little too ;)

Nationals!

- 4 friends

+ 11 friends

- 0 awards

+ 3 lessons learned

- 1 finger nail

+ 1 nice tan

- 2 pearl earrings

+ 1 summer dress

- 1 suit outfit

+ 1 cute skirt

- 3 pounds

+ 1 Adorable swim suit

- $ 1,359.82

+ 1 AMAZING day at the beach!!!!!

This sums up my nationals trip! (for all you nerds that does come out to -1351.82)

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Perfect

Tall,
Dark,
Handsome.

Perfect

Fun,
Smart,
Jock.

Perfect

Listener,
Talker,
Laughter.

Perfect

Believer,
Trusting,
Broken.

Perfect

So what's the question?
Why do we stop to think?
What's holding us back?

Perfect in every way.
Willing to go the extra mile.
Sweet and caring.

Fear?
Fear of what?
Fear of being hurt?

Stupid things.
To hold us back.
To help us miss out.

Is it us?
Is it God?
The reason to stop and wait?

Please God.
Free the mind.
Your will be done.

Stab My Heart

Over and over,
I stab myself in the heart.
You should be mine,
I've known it for years.

But no,
You're with this one or that one.
But none right for you,
I watch it kill you each time.

Why can't you see?
They are just wrong for you.
Don't you know?
They don't understand you.

Not like I understand you.

Best friends forever.
Can't get better than that.
I know you.
You know me.

For what is unseen.

In your hugs,
I never want to let go.
To stay in your arms forever,
Feel your lips on mine.

Dreams.

I have tried,
To pass it off as lust,
As best friend,
Just a crush.

But it stays by me.

I'm stuck in your trap,
Trap of friendship.
You know me,
Through and through.

I'm your open book.

You're always there,
Any shape I need.
Your strong solder,
A friendly laugh.

So why do I always want more?

I can't seem to get over it,
Over you.
Why can't I be satisfied,
Being your dear friend.

Why must I put myself through this?

Stab me in the heart,
Time and time again.
But I'll hold on,
To whatever part I can have.

Even if just your friendship.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Love + Friendship = RAIN


I say~ I'm alone with no friends.


Gods says~ Let me be your friend.



I say~ How do I know you even care?

~God sends rain :)