This is a place of ME. This is a place where I will let the walls down and be honest. Joys and stories or tears and heartbreaks, they will all be here. Devotionals to poems, my heart is open to you. I will love well. I will love you and honor you by allowing you into my brokenness and the truth that God has reviled to me. This is a place of Me.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007


1. I LOVEEEEEE to read

2. Some of my best friends I haven't seen in like FOREVER! Yet they are still awesome friends!

3. OMG! I love being single!

4. I hope to be a gymnastics coach some day

5. Acting is one of my passions

6. I have never really kissed a guy (or a girl.... lol)

7. I'm really running out of ideas for my blog! so if you have any let me know!

8. I reallllly love working fast food... idk why!?!?! it's sooo weird but I love it!

9. I went to home coming at a a school this year

10. I'm working back hand springs ON the beam AHHHH!!!!! *PRAY* lol

11. I love my car!!!!

12. Gerber Daisys are like my favorite flower!

13. I love blue hair!!

14. I have a secret world I go to and I don't think I will ever tell any one about it!

15. My berth stone is a purple!!!! how did that on happen!?

16.I LOVE MY GYMNASTICS COACH! I wish all of you knew her you would love her too!

17. I love my gymnastics team!!!! They are some of the coolest people I know!!!! you all would love them too!

18. I have started writing poetry, if you couldn't tell lol , and I'm not that bad at it!!! lol

19. I'm getting an A in math!!!!! this is amazing!!!!!

20. I think I look pretty hott with the surfer look... tehehe

21. I'm talking to guys now!!! lol and they are awesome friends!

22. I really miss the people that graduated last year..... like REALLY miss them

ya I think that's it I need to go do some math before I go to bed... lol so ya!!!! love you all!

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Being yourself

Being your self no matter what? oh gosh that's hard! I think I finally started being my self no matter where I am or who I'm with. this has been a big step for me. I have always felt like I'm one person at gymnastics, one person at school, one person at church,one person at speech and debate. That is like 4 different people I am! That isn't very healthy. Yet it's something almost everyone will go through before they are grown, most will fight it for the rest of their life too. about 3 months ago I finally figured out who I am. Now that person isn't going to be some one realllly smart, realllly athletic, or realllly artsy. I am all of those things wrapped in one, I'm not really good at any of them but put a little of each together and that's me! Yesterday 2 of my best friends were declared speech captains for our club. It's really hard not to be jealous because I have done speech longer than both of them. But one thing they don't know is I'm the captain of my gymnastics team. If I step back and look I would prefer to be the captain of gymnastics more than the speech team. First thought I would rather do it for speech because that's where most of my friends would see that I'm good at something, but stepping back that's not what I should care about. I would make a much better gymnastics captain than a speech captain. I'm ok with being my self now and doing what I do for me to please God and not other people and trying to impress others. because I would never survive my life if I tried to conform to what others think. I'm happy just being me and by being me its being what God wants me to be. Yes I do care about what my close friends think, because their opinion often reflects what God's oppion of me is. But other than that I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK! lol and oh gosh it's so nice knowing that I only have to please God and not everyone else! lol
ok so I'm done rambling on.... lol ya NIGHT!!!