This is a place of ME. This is a place where I will let the walls down and be honest. Joys and stories or tears and heartbreaks, they will all be here. Devotionals to poems, my heart is open to you. I will love well. I will love you and honer you by allowing you into my brokenness and the truth that God has reviled to me. This is a place of Me. Continue if you dare ;)

Thursday, April 12, 2012

The Dance

Tonight I danced with God,
The rain spraying my face.
I whisper into the night,
"I love you God".

The wind spinning around me rushes,
Hugging me close.
I all but hear the words,
"I. Love. You."

Love pulses through my veins,
Reaching every part of my bean.
A love so pure,
Untainted by the sin of this world.

So vast,
I know it will never leave me.
A love so real,
Doubt doesn't stand a chance.

I reach my arms to the heavens,
And twirl.
I am a little girl again,
Spinning for the world.

Showing off the beauty,
You created me to be.
Pure and real,
I am what I am.

Setting free the strength and joy,
You in-beaded in me.
Fully expecting your delight,
Your pride in me.

The scent of the sweet bosoms,
From the strong tree.
They float on the wind,
engulfing me in your pleasure.

So full of love and delight,
I sigh a "Thank You".
I turn and go inside,
Whole and beautiful once more.

.........

A disease slowly,
Seeping through my veins.
Shredding it's cold,
Deadly poison.

Replacing any warmth,
With frigid toxins.
Fingers of ice,
Finally closing around my heart.

Every touch of warmth,
Finds me retreating.
Hiding safely,
Behind the wall of ice.

Soon the ice melts,
Leaving me with nothing.
No cold,
No warmth.

I am a walking corps,
Empty.
Words and feelings echo,
In the hallow thing they call my body.

It so cruelly,
Keeps me alive.
Walking blindly in life,
As though I'm dead.

I am a...
Cold,
Hallow,
Empty,
Corpse.