This is a place of ME. This is a place where I will let the walls down and be honest. Joys and stories or tears and heartbreaks, they will all be here. Devotionals to poems, my heart is open to you. I will love well. I will love you and honer you by allowing you into my brokenness and the truth that God has reviled to me. This is a place of Me. Continue if you dare ;)

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Trapped Freedom

Wasn't enough,
Not enough,
Never enough.
What to change?
What to find?
Who to be?
Not a perfect fit,
Different,
Is it possible?
Love,
How is so wrong,
So right?
Just a smile,
That reaches your eyes,
Makes you laugh.
For that,
Not this,
Not me.
Just a tear,
A sob,
Freedom to let go.
For this,
Not that,
Not me.
The want,
The desire,
The need.
Maybe?
Soon?
Someday?
Feelings.
Dreams.
Truth.
Feelings, dreams, truth,
Spinning,
Contredicting.
Lost.
For now?
Forever?
For what?
Taken.
Pain of love,
Pain of joy,
Pain of tears.
Broken.
Trying to forget,
Trying to let go,
Trying to breath.
Frozen.
Reaching for light,
Reaching for love,
Reaching for hope.
Weak.
Possible hope,
Possible joy,
Possible freedom.
God.

3 comments:

Paula said...

WOW

♥Sarah♥ said...

Is that a good wow mom? lol

Paula said...

Yes, Missy. A good wow.