Trapped
Swrelling around in my head.
needles poking, nails driving.
Knife of sorrow to the heart.
Confusion billowing.
searching for truth.
Begging for joy.
Lost in the cloud.
Drowning in uncertainties.
Sinking to hopelessness.
Fighting against nourishment.
Wishing for the ideal.
Always wanting... never satisfied.
Love here, gone, then back again.
Soft surrounding security.
Two languages to speak.
Iron wall like a damn.
Punching, yet not a dent.
Trapped by the one with the key.
Emptiness is all that's felt.
Loud silence is all that's heard.
Darkness is all that's seen.
Annoying buzz.
Chilling breeze.
Space is the only thing near.
Beams of joyful hope.
A day, a night, a moment.
Covered by storm clouds.
No way to let go.
No way to move on.
No way to get out.
Stuck.
Unmoving.
Trapped.
needles poking, nails driving.
Knife of sorrow to the heart.
Confusion billowing.
searching for truth.
Begging for joy.
Lost in the cloud.
Drowning in uncertainties.
Sinking to hopelessness.
Fighting against nourishment.
Wishing for the ideal.
Always wanting... never satisfied.
Love here, gone, then back again.
Soft surrounding security.
Two languages to speak.
Iron wall like a damn.
Punching, yet not a dent.
Trapped by the one with the key.
Emptiness is all that's felt.
Loud silence is all that's heard.
Darkness is all that's seen.
Annoying buzz.
Chilling breeze.
Space is the only thing near.
Beams of joyful hope.
A day, a night, a moment.
Covered by storm clouds.
No way to let go.
No way to move on.
No way to get out.
Stuck.
Unmoving.
Trapped.
Comments
I totally believe in you, Sarah and I know that today's disappointments will eventually be replaced with tomorrow's joys. Life is like that--good and bad, back and forth and often both at once. But through it all don't ever forget that you are adored by God, your family, and a whole bevy of friends. You are beautiful.
Sarah, you are one of the strongest people I know, and I say that truthfully. The part of the poem where you say there's no way out, no way to move on toward the end, is only an illusion. That's how it may feel, but knowing how stubborn and strong you are, you'll get out at the right time. There's a time for everything, and even if the time to move on isn't as close as wanted, the day will come. That is a guarantee. I love you! Way more than you know, and I wish I had more ways of sharing it. ;D ♥
I am praying for you, and remember, there are many people who love you dearly.