Broken Love

NATASHA BEDINGFIELD LYRICS TO "SINGLE" "Single" Ah yeah that's right All you single people out there This is for you I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me (Cos I'm happy where I am) Don't depend on a guy to validate me (No no) I don't need to be anyone's baby (Is that so hard to understand?) No I don't need another half to make me whole Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't [Chorus:] This is my current single status My declaration of independence There's no way I'm tradin' places Right now a star's in the ascendant I'm single (Right now) That's how I wanna be I'm single (Right now) That's how I wanna be Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good (I like who I am) I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would I...

- 4 friends + 11 friends - 0 awards + 3 lessons learned - 1 finger nail + 1 nice tan - 2 pearl earrings + 1 summer dress - 1 suit outfit + 1 cute skirt - 3 pounds + 1 Adorable swim suit - $ 1,359.82 + 1 AMAZING day at the beach!!!!! This sums up my nationals trip! (for all you nerds that does come out to -1351.82)

Tall, Dark, Handsome. Perfect Fun, Smart, Jock. Perfect Listener, Talker, Laughter. Perfect Believer, Trusting, Broken. Perfect So what's the question? Why do we stop to think? What's holding us back? Perfect in every way. Willing to go the extra mile. Sweet and caring. Fear? Fear of what? Fear of being hurt? Stupid things. To hold us back. To help us miss out. Is it us? Is it God? The reason to stop and wait? Please God. Free the mind. Your will be done.

Over and over, I stab myself in the heart. You should be mine, I've known it for years. But no, You're with this one or that one. But none right for you, I watch it kill you each time. Why can't you see? They are just wrong for you. Don't you know? They don't understand you. Not like I understand you. Best friends forever. Can't get better than that. I know you. You know me. For what is unseen. In your hugs, I never want to let go. To stay in your arms forever, Feel your lips on mine. Dreams. I have tried, To pass it off as lust, As best friend, Just a crush. But it stays by me. I'm stuck in your trap, Trap of friendship. You know me, Through and through. I'm your open book. You're always there, Any shape I need. Your strong solder, A friendly laugh. So why do I always want more? I can't seem to get over it, Over you. Why can't I be satisfied, Being your dear friend. Why must I put myself through this? Stab me in the heart, Time and time agai...

I say~ I'm alone with no friends. Gods says~ Let me be your friend. I say~ How do I know you even care? ~God sends rain :)

Seth and Ashlynn and Austin and Me ~Prom 2009 So prom was this week end, my senior prom, my last, my most amazing prom. I now have a boyfriend (guess the Wanted add worked ;P ) and he is one of the sweetest most amazing guys I know. God has used him to let me learn so many things but this one stands out right now... To live in the moment... no be so worried about tomorrow that you can't be happy or sad in today. Sometimes things are so up and down around my house. One min everything will be fine and everyone is happy then something happens, big or small, and it's a mess. Whether it's Seth hitting Sam a little to hard or Dad stressed because we have no money in the bank. So there for a while I found I was more happy just not being at home as much. Don't get me wrong I love my family but something wasn't working for me. I figured out that it's all the stress, the random, uncertainties of everyday life. So I would run away rather than feel anything. But that's ...

This is a Want Ad written by Ashley and Me. It was inspired by the song "Want Ads" by Honey Cone. Enjoy! Wanted: Two young men (contact for age requirements.) Handsome is preferable. MUST be able to carry on intelligent conversation ! The ability to play an instrument or sing is recommended. Must not be a pansy. Knights in shining armor are frowned upon, but princes are acceptable if they are similar to Aragorn. Facial hair will be decided upon in a case-by-case basis. Once again, he must be smart . The ability to entertain or make us laugh will be a deciding factor. He must be able to handle strong headed women. Cooking is a talent he must possess. He must be passionate about hockey an love converse. Finally. above all else, he MUST love God . Applications are now available; contact if interested. Wimps need not apply .