Depressed
Everything is so dark,
So hopeless.
A cloud over head.
Every time the sun starts to shine,
The clouds close up and it pours.
Swimming in jello.
Not dead,
Not alive.
Tears come way to much,
Curled in a fetal position.
Trembling with fear,
Trying to sleep it away.
Moving like a snail,
No energy.
Rocks in the throat,
Forcing another breath.
Slowly fading like the sun,
Disappearing like sugar in water.
Black is good,
Black is safe.
Crying tears of blood,
Head spinning.
Bed is the best place,
No need to pretend.
Quick sand pulling,
Starting to drown.
Crying for help,
NOTHING.
So hopeless.
A cloud over head.
Every time the sun starts to shine,
The clouds close up and it pours.
Swimming in jello.
Not dead,
Not alive.
Tears come way to much,
Curled in a fetal position.
Trembling with fear,
Trying to sleep it away.
Moving like a snail,
No energy.
Rocks in the throat,
Forcing another breath.
Slowly fading like the sun,
Disappearing like sugar in water.
Black is good,
Black is safe.
Crying tears of blood,
Head spinning.
Bed is the best place,
No need to pretend.
Quick sand pulling,
Starting to drown.
Crying for help,
NOTHING.
Comments
she should share her profile though!
oh nevermind!
lol! since now i cannot have my double life, i guess i should admit something. huh? Sarah i am stupid. i allowed myself to like a guy that is from Australia, i have only known him since sunday. i am SO stupid. oh by the way, world, this is not to be shared. that was hard sharing something from my other life to outsiders. oh well.
ANd dear!!! it's ok to like this guy!!! lol but just keep it realistic.... and don't woriy not many people read my blog... lol
as to jon... idk I think you can trust him... for the most part... lol ya know he doesn't check this enough to even know we are tlaking about him... kinda funny! lol
Sarah, i have only known him for like 4 days! i am knida mad about that ya know! i was liking a perfectly fine guy! argh! feelings!!!!!!!
when i said world i meant outsiders. *scared voice* i mean now that outsiders know who i really am i mean, it is knida scary!!!!!!!! *tear* *scared again* lol!
okay but this jon guy is pretty good if he can see my double life. so when you do read this jon, i am pretty impressed! lol! i am still knida mad at you though for exposing me to the rst of the world. so when you do read this i am mad and amazed at the same time. and i AM telling the truth this time!!
Sarah you should go on to the book review blog!!!
i am sad right now!