Depressed
Everything is so dark, So hopeless. A cloud over head. Every time the sun starts to shine, The clouds close up and it pours. Swimming in jello. Not dead, Not alive. Tears come way to much, Curled in a fetal position. Trembling with fear, Trying to sleep it away. Moving like a snail, No energy. Rocks in the throat, Forcing another breath. Slowly fading like the sun, Disappearing like sugar in water. Black is good, Black is safe. Crying tears of blood, Head spinning. Bed is the best place, No need to pretend. Quick sand pulling, Starting to drown. Crying for help, NOTHING.