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Out of Your Own world

Am I the only one left? That knows not to put it there. The only one with clean wrists? The logic that over rides the emotion. How much more can I take?! Every week someone new. What is the reason?! Some bad and some good. It's become more than a drug. Now spreading like a new fad. A mental disses. An epidemic. You think you're unique? You assume this makes you different? You're wrong. You're just following the crowd. I thought you wanted to stand apart? Someone who shines for others? You can't. Everyone is falling in the same dark shadow. You caught his eye, Yes it is true. But honestly what good will it do? Because of this he will never date you. You got a valentine, She got a song. She always has flowers , While the rest of us are left dry. You're not loved now, Because of this. You were before, For just being you. Open your eyes a crack, Look outside the world of you. How it pains those around you, Mom, Dad, Friends, Little sister, Me. I know a better way,

S.A.D Day

Singls Awarness Day = SAD DAY! I HATE Valentines Day. Like really, mega, hate. Not only because I have never had a guy on that day (tho I'm sure that has something to do with it... ), but because it is just a stupid day where the poor guys are expected to do something special and unique for their girl. Honestly when I have a guy I want him to be able to think of that stuff on his own and not have to have a day to remind him... then again guys do need reminders. lol. I have just never liked the holiday and see it as a wast of time. Who knows I might feel different someday. But as of now I'm with all the people that just feel alone every year. But this year was different. No I still don't have a guy. And yes that does kinda suck. I worked all day and at work we gave out special Valentine treats to everyone. It was so much fun being able to see the look on their face and how it just made some peoples day worth being there even. I was in a not so good mood at 8:30 am until the