tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4346219325974036518.post6054639588571598969..comments2008-04-21T20:10:42.001-07:00♥Sarah♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/09848385679747731486noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4346219325974036518.post-7198228287223288042008-04-21T20:10:00.000-07:002008-04-21T20:10:00.000-07:00Wow... I'm really sorry! that's so hard! BUt I'm sooooo proud of you!!! your going to nationals! <BR/>Don't let shawn get to you, there will always be some one there to bring you down.... don't let it take away your joy! every one messes up sometimes! it's ok! and he'll get over it some day! <BR/>love you!♥Sarah♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/09848385679747731486noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4346219325974036518.post-13429352090891482772008-04-17T16:38:00.000-07:002008-04-17T16:38:00.000-07:00that was what i needed. we went to a competition for fine arts. we ende up winning but not after my shoe flying through the air and barely missing the judge. everyone was mad @ me b/c you r not supposed to remove any clothing or you would get points off. well shawn was yelling and everybody else was okay with it they were sympathetic and shawn was yelling and telling me that we were going to lose b/c of it. well i started crying and felt like crap b/c it was my first year and i was scared and already felt like crap and really could have done better without his yelling at me. as it ends up i barfed my brains out the entire weekend and when it came time for them to anounce the winners i felt like i was going to lose my breakfast and/or yell at shawn. b4 we went in the room for them to say who won each catagory shawn was being very snooty towards me like if we did lose he was never going to speak to me again, which was fine with me b/c i felt like slapping him. he reminded me of a preppy whose boyfriend just got stolen and who is having her period. i was so angry. it turns out that we win for our catagory with the highest points! we get to go to nationals and everyone was happy. shawn was still mad and i just know on sunday he is going to comment on the judges sheets that we recieved last night. i am pretty sure that i am going to blow up in his face and tell him to let it go and stop acting like a two year old! i hate guys when they think that you have wronged them. besides that i had a wonderful time barfing everywhere and enjoyed everying about the toilets they had there since that is mainly the most of anything i ever saw that weekend. and this guy held my hand and made me feel like a princess the whole weekend... jesus was my boyfriend and comfortor the whole time and i know that he is working in my sickness and sleep loss.Kikihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00029142416077066597noreply@blogger.com